Pblakeney
Shaman
A New Zealand (albeit ex-Cambridge) Journalist I like quite a lot, Joe Bennett, muses along very similar lines...
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"to float in its variety..."
I pretty much came to that conclusion in my late teens. It is very liberating to accept that you are meaningless in the big scheme of things.
You are, like it or not, but accepting that fact is the hard part. Then you are set free.